Want to quit - Tulika

If mothering were a job I'd've quit ages back. I don't want this to become a crib portal but that last few months have been so bad that I feel like I'm perpetually living on the verge of a nervous breakdown. What's worse is that Rit and Naisha are turning out to be so wilful and spoilt that I feel I'm just not upto the job of 'mothering'. Really envy people who have brought up well-behaved kids - Didi for one. I so want Rit and Naisha to be decent children but they just don't LISTEN to me at all. They throw toys around, push each other and Rit toh beats up everyone.. with Naisha getting the worst of it. And she's picking it all up too. They're still not potty trained, they don't sleep at night and lately have been giving me hell during meal times. It's crazy. Can't believe I gave up my work so I can look after them well... and this is the best I can do!!! Kaise achchhi adatein dalte hain log??????